After Divorce I Became A Zillionaire

Xavier

My heart was broken seeing Lily and Leo together, I was shattered I didn’t mind if it was raining on not and since I parked my car at a distance to avoid being seen I’ll have to walk more under the rain, I already waited in the rain for so long walking under the rain again will surely destroy my health, only if this rain can wash away the pains in my heart

After seeing Leo’s car drive away and watching Lily enter the house, I came out from the corner looking devastated, I didn’t care about the rain, it’s nothing compared to the tears in my heart. I started walking to my car which was not close

I was looking like a mess and since it’s late and raining so heavily nobody was walking on the road, I was shivering in cold, my whole body was shaking till I got to my car, I can’t believe seeing Lily and Leo would distort my mental health like this

I got to my car and tried opening my car door but my hand was shaking so much from cold, the key fell twice and I had to pick them up till I finally opened the car, I entered and didn’t bother calming down,

My biggest fear is someone taking Lily from me, my fucking ego chased her away from me and now she’s no longer lives me, I lost her justice I always did, why do I always end up fucking shit up,

“Ahhhhhh!” I screamed in anger punching the wheels till my white knuckles turned bloody, and then it came again, the image of Leo taking Lily into the house and whispering things to her

I ignited my car in anger and drove off. I was a mess and I didn’t want my brothers to see me this way. I’m always the tough one, only if they know how soft I am on the inside. The rain increased so heavily making it so hard for me to see clearly, I already had enough tears blurring my vision

I want my Lily back, the Lily that’s always excited to see me, the Lily that’s fond of me, the lily that gives me joy even without knowing, I want her back to me, how could she leave me for someone else, I thought she love me, so how was it so easy for her to start dating Leo and totally forget about me

I was still in tears when my phone started ringing, I checked to see who’s calling and it turned out to be mom, I don’t want her to know I’m a mess, my voice will definitely sound cracked

I ignored the phone but the call keeps coming in and right now I could tell she’s worried, I slide on the green icon but I could not even say a word I was shivering in cold,

“Xavier, darling, where are you? It’s raining so bad?” My mum’s voiced panicked

“Mum…. I…. I……” I tried to talk but all that came streaming down was tears, I didn’t know seeing Lily with Leo can make me so vulnerable like this, I never knew I liked her this much till now,

“Xavier darling what are you saying? Where are you”

“Mum I’m driving on the highway”

I wipe my tears deciding to speak with mum, I was so focussed on the phone forgetting I was driving

“Highway?”

“Yes mum I……….

I was still on call when I look up and saw a heavy truck coming with speed

“Shit!” I curse and tried taking the left

“Xavier what’s happening are you okay?” Came my mum’s panicking voice

It was already too late, my car clashed with the heavy truck, I hit my head on the wheel,

“Lily” Was the last thing I whispered before I blacked out.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .