99. Now or Never
AURELIA
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I was invited to the public execution of Larisa's parents but since the scene wouldn't be appropriate for kids, I decided to stay back at the apartment and pack in preparation for the journey back home.
Hazel was helping me pack while Katie and Kyle played a game in the corner of the room.
"What do you think he'd do to them?" Hazel asked me, folding her clothes into a duffel bag,
Instantly, I figured she was talking about how Raiden would handle Larisa's parents. I wasn't certain but after Ronald's death and Iris's near-death experience, I knew Raiden wouldn't go easy on Larisa's parents.
Was I okay with their possible death?
Yes, I was.
Larisa was okay with killing my friend and almost killing my son and me, so why should I care about what happens to her crazy parents?
"I hope he kills them. The world doesn't need people like them and Larisa deserves to feel the pain that comes with losing someone she loves. She damaged so many families." I said to Hazel.
But she snorted, "Liar. You don't want anyone dead no matter what they could have done. You are Aurelia-"
“Well, I've changed. I no longer care about people who would hurt me at any length or stab me in the back." I retorted.
I wanted to correct Hazel by telling her that I was Lia but I realized it's high time I accepted myself. Aurelia was who I was after all. Lia was just a small part of the whole- Aurelia.
Hazel moved uncomfortably, shifting on her feet as she muttered, "If you say so." I thought of asking her if she was okay but she blurted before I could, "So what day have you chosen?"
My brows furrowed, "Day?"
"For the journey, Lia. When will it be?" Hazel uttered precisely.
I thought about it for a minute. I had gotten the journal from Iris, and even though I hadn't read it, I knew it would help me. Kyle was in very good shape, which meant he was fit to travel back to the Black Fur Pack.
Nothing was holding me back now.
I still wanted to find Larisa and watch her suffer for what she did to my son and Jessica but I could do that from home. In fact, becoming Tristan's Luna would give me the power I need to fish Larisa out and with Iris's journal, I could take my abilities to the next level.
"I believe tomorrow will be a good day to journey back home," I uttered, smiling at Hazel whose face dropped as shock took over her body. "Seriously?" Hazel gasped.
"Yes, Hazel. We're going home tomorrow." I confirmed, laughing at Hazel's facial expression.
While Hazel jubilated and began to tell me about how she needed to get Jessica's body prepared for the journey, Katie and Kyle rapidly closed the distance between us, and Katie blurted, "We're going home tomorrow?"
“Hmm hmm,” I answered casually as I didn't know what was going through my daughter's head.
I realized when she let out rudely, "But that's too soon, Mom. We just met Grandma and we need time with her. Why can't we just stay here with our biological family?"
Kyle seemed conflicted as his gaze shifted between Katie and me. Katie pushed her luck when she started crying, "I want to stay here with them. Black Fur is no longer home but here is. We can move in with Dad and since the stepmom is gone, we can become a family again-"
“Enough, Katie Anne!" I snapped, throwing the folded jeans I had in my hand into the open box on the bed, and gosh did I glare at my daughter. "I've had it up to here with you!"
If she was shedding crocodile's tears before, her tears became real. I could tell from the way her lips trembled.
I could barely hear Hazel excuse
herself from the room but I kinda
expected that she would do that to give my kids and me some space. I didn't drop my glare as I lashed at Katie, Become a family again
you say? When were you ever a family with him? When was he ever in the picture? Our biological family? Tsk! I and Kyle are your biological family and the people of Black Fur are the family that raised you. Have you suddenly forgotten that because you like the idea of having a biological father?"
"Mom..." Katie's lips quivered but I wasn't done with her silly ass.
"Don't mom me, Katie Anne. Yes, life is unfair. Some of your mates have a complete family but you don't! Deal with that! We won't be staying in this pack." I said with a tone of finality hurting my daughter but making it crystal clear to her that she wasn't the boss of me. I loved her and I always will but she has to understand at some point. "And you both better not pull the crap you did the last time. Do you understand me, Kyle?"
I faced my son to make sure he was following. Kyle averted his gaze as he responded, “Yes, Mama.”
Just to be sure I uttered, "No one is
set
hiding and no funny plans. We don't want a repeat of the last time, do we?" The twins seemed a bit confused but that didn't stop tears from rolling down Katie's cheeks. I sighed with a heavy heart but didn't hesitate to announce, “The plan to hide Kyle in Raiden's office is the reason Kyle ended up in the hospital, Katie and you witnessed how your brother suffered. Do you want a
repeat of that?"
Katie's eyes widened and she shook her head, "No, Mom. I never want to see Kyle like that. Never ever."
Oh, she learned something from that after all.
If Katie wasn't on board with anything silly, I knew Kyle wouldn't dare disobey me. Kyle looked at me with questions in his eyes and I knew he didn't have memories of what happened after he followed Larisa to her lair.
And I hoped he would never remember.Property of Nô)(velDr(a)ma.Org.
"Whereas, your dad might be a good father to you both but he was terrible to me," I added the last straw without batting a lash. They needed to know. It'd hurt them but at least they would finally understand me. "Your dad never treated me right and that was the reason I had to leave the pack in the first place. To protect myself and you both. Don't make me the bad guy just because I don't want to stay with him."
I was done covering up for Raiden or hurting internally while my kids fell in love with him. Yes, he was changing but that doesn't change shit.
For the first time since the scolding began, Kyle spoke up, asking me emotionally, "Did he hurt you, Mama?"
I sniffled but answered, "Yes, baby. He hurt my heart, my body, and my soul."
Was I breaking my kids?
Most likely.
But it's now or never.