52
two years passed with only pain. Since that day, everything has changed. I lost everything, especially the man I loved. Lucifer.
We didn’t separate but when that happened, our relationship was definitely over. I blame myself. my fault.
I don’t know how I got out of that place. I only know one thing, I’m crazy. I no longer have everything I worked for. Since then, Lucifer has been working for their company. Worst, even with Fiona. He no longer pays attention to me and still pays attention. he already ignores me. Whatever I beg. Even when I knelt down, he really didn’t want to. I just cried and cried.
Even the job I was hoping for, I couldn’t get yet. Lucifer prevents everything. He didn’t let me continue with my dream. after a year, I found out Fiona left the company and became a model. The two are linked and mistaken for a relationship. Even though it hurt, I still insisted. I still begged him for two years. I hope he will come back and accept me.
but after two years, Tristan and I met. One of the ones that ruined my life.
“Lara please, let me talk to you. I just want to apologize for what I did before. I’m sorry.” He said but I shook my head.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .
“Can you be sorry for everything I lost? Can you be sorry for Lucifer ?!” I shouted. We are outside my house. It’s afternoon and I’m getting ready to go to Lucifer’s condo. I found out that he didn’t come in today because he felt bad.
“Please Lara … please hear me.” He said begging.
I closed my eyes and sighed. to finish … I nodded and opened the door of my apartment.
“Come in and we’ll talk. I want this all over, Tristan.”
It went in and sat down. “I’m not going to ask you what you want to eat or drink. I want it to end right away.” I nodded and he nodded.
“I’m sorry Lara but trust me, nothing happened to us. I didn’t touch you.” Aniya.
“I know Tristan. I know nothing happened to us but why did that happen? Why are we both together? Are we naked–”
“I want to tell you something Lara.. I know you’ll be more angry with me but I hope you understand … ”
My eyes widened when I heard everything Tristan said. I can’t believe even she will fall victim to love. I can’t accept that Tristan did that because he just loved.
“I’m very sorry, Lara.. I hope you will forgive me. “His language was pleading.
I took a deep breath and nodded. “I forgive you Tristan. I hope now you’ve come to your senses and woke up to the reality that what you did was wrong. I hope you don’t repeat it again.” Her face brightened at what I said.
Tristan left at five o’clock. my plan now is to visit Lucifer at his condo. I know it will make me angry again but it’s up to you. I want to make sure he’s okay.
I cooked for him. When I was ready I left the apartment and took a taxi to the condo.
when I arrived the guard let me in. It was good and allowed me to enter. While I was in the elevator I couldn’t help but be nervous. I don’t know but I’m twice as nervous now.
I exited the elevator and headed to Lucifer’s unit. There is a password before you can enter. it’s good that I know and he hasn’t changed it yet. When the password was typed I knocked three times and entered.
“Lucifer?” I call.
“Lucifer?” I call again.
Suddenly I heard a loud break of what.
I frowned and headed to Lucifer’s kitchen.
I found it sitting with its head bowed. Holding a bottle of wine and other bottles scattered. There are still cracks.
“Lucifer …” I called. He raised his head and stared at me.
“Who are you?” He asked in a drunken voice.
“Lara. What are you doing? Why are you getting drunk–”
“Oh! So you’re Lara?” He laughed.
“Lara … Lara … Lara. The woman who cheated on me. The one who fcked my bestfriend.” He said and laughed again.
“Lucifer you’re drunk–”
“I’m fcking drunk right now because of her! I fcking saw her again with my best friend! Maybe … she fcked him … again.” my heart ached at what he said. You are wrong Lucifer. Nothing happened to us.
“L-You’re drunk. I’ll take you to your room.” Fortunately, when I picked him up, he just let me go. I admit he was heavy but I still managed to get him to his room.
I slowly laid him down but as soon as he lay down he pulled me closer to him.
“Lucifer-” I wasn’t finished yet when he suddenly kissed me.
“Hmp!” I was about to get up when he tightened his grip on me.
“If she’s fcking another man, I should fck another woman too.” He whispered to my surprise. Am I the one he is referring to?
“L-You’re just drunk – ahh!” I was devastated when he violently inserted his finger into my womanhood.
“No more foreplay …” He said and kissed me again.
violent, reckless, eager the way he kissed me as if I were just a paid woman.
“L-Lucifer please …”
“Why do you sound like her, huh?” He asked and pulled down my wearing pants.
Doesn’t he face me? doesn’t he know my voice? Is he so drunk that I can’t recognize him?
He also took off his pants causing his manhood to come out.
“Let’s make this faster. I can’t take it anymore …”
I never dreamed of being like this for the first time … the important thing is that the man I love came before me. Lucifer took my virginity. Even if I want to stay by his side tomorrow … I don’t want him to see me with tears in my eyes.
To be continued…