Living With The Bad Boy

I stood there speechlessly trying to collect my thoughts and register what just happened. Why are my parents trying to take my happiness away from me.

No, I can’t let this happen, I love Alex and I won’t let anyone come in between us.

“Alex!” I yelled and ran towards the door, pulling it open. I ran down the hall toward the stairs.

When I got down to the living room, my family and the Williams were now seated in the living room discussing.

“Liv……”My mum started but I interrupted her with my own question as all eyes were now on me.

“Where’s Alex!” I yelled.

“He’s……”

“Where is he?” I yelled again.

“He just left, look sweetie you shouldn’t……”I didn’t even wait for her to complete her sentence before I took on my heels, dashing towards the door. I yanked it open and ran out immediately.

Knowing fully well that Alex came with his parents and they haven’t left yet, I knew he didn’t take their car since it was still parked in my driveway.

“He couldn’t have gone far” I whispered to myself as I took off into the street which was now being taken over by darkness. I ran down the street as fast as my legs could carry me and my heart melted when I saw the love of my fucking life walking down the street like someone who was hopeless. I kept running towards him.

“Alex!” I yelled but he didn’t stop, he kept walking. Two steps from him was just a single run from me. He was fast.

“Alex…. please wait!” I yelled louder thinking he didn’t hear me the first time but he clarified that by yelling “Go away!”

He heard me the first time but chose to ignore me.

“Alex please, we can talk about this” I paused and stood there breathlessly. He seemed to stop walking for a second but then he continued on his tracks just when I thought he was considering my state.

Yup…… Still an asshole.

“Alex please” I yelled louder as I began running again but he didn’t even spare as little as a glance towards my direction.

“Alex, I love you!” I yelled.

“I love you Alex!” I yelled again, hoping he would stop and luckily he did stop. He turned around to face me as he watched me run towards him.

As I approached him, he just stood there, watching my every move.

“Alex” I squealed as I stood face to face to him with all sort of emotions swirling in his eyes.

He had, anger, pain, hurt and mostly love in his eyes as he stared at me.

“Baby, please listen to me, we can talk it out” I took his face into my small hands as I breathed into his face, our faces being only a few inches apart.

“There’s nothing to talk about Liv, you’re leaving. You’re leaving me, you’re going back home to where you belong “He said to me, his eyes were void of emotions, his face was blank.

“No, I’m not leaving you Alex, I’ll never leave you, I belong here, with you” I assured me, more of assured myself.

There’s no way I’m leaving this boy, absolutely no way.

If someone had told me two months ago that I’d be head over heels mad over this boy. I wouldn’t have believed, I’d have punched the person so hard on the jaw that it’d break. But here I am, in love and pleading, trying to assure him that I’m going nowhere.

“Baby, how do I say this in a way that won’t hurt both of us….”He started but I cut him off immediately.

“No baby, you don’t have to say anything, I belong with you and I’m not going anywhere, my parents don’t have a say in my life, I’m old enough to make decisions for myself now” I said to him.

“Liv……”.Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!

“No, don’t! don’t you dare try to stop me, I’ve told you that I’m not going and that’s final, to hell with my parents, to hell with everyone, to hell with them trying to force their stupid rules and regulations on me, to hell with……”Before I can complete my speech, his lips come crashing on mine.

He kissed me.

It isn’t a romantic kiss like he use to. It’s bitter, full of anger, pain, hurt, annoyance but most of all, passion. It’s a passionate kiss.

His hands encircles my waist as mine connects with the back of his head, playing with his soft hair. I give him access to my mouth as our tongues connect. I know this isn’t the right place or time to be doing this but it’s perfect, perfect for us.

I know we both have our flaws and we aren’t the perfect couple but we are perfect for each other, he’s mine and I’m his. Just the thought of me being his and him being mine gives me the chills.

I’ve lost, I’ve lost myself deeply into this masculine gender, this imperfect asshole, this annoying dickhead with a nasty mouth, a dirty tongue and a passionate heart.

He’s it for me, I knew it right there and then. He’s everything, if not the world to me.

I would never have thought that one day, I’ll be here, standing in the middle of the road, kissing the one person I use to hate, the one person whose name made my blood boil, the one person who I hated with passion, the one person I’d do anything never to come across.

The one person who’s presence disgusted me.

The one person whose head I was ready to rip off at any slight chance.

The panty ripper.

The school’s notorious playboy.

The boy who promised to have sex with me.

“Very soon, I will fuck you and it will be doggy, you will scream my name and only my name”

I remembered his words like it was music to my ears.

The boy who I promised that I would be the last person he would have

I am his, the last person he would have, yes I am that girl.

The same boy who was my biggest foe is now my perfect addiction.

I am his poison and he is my antidote.

I am killing him, he is saving me.

I am his disease, he is my cure.

I am his illusion, he is my fantasy.

I hated him, now I love him.

The same boy I use to distaste, the same boy I wanted nothing to do with, is the same boy standing in front of me, arms around my waist, mine at the back of his head, kissing me like his life depends on it, yet I can’t still get enough of him.

Every breath I take inhales him, his saliva ignites the fire in me. His presence pacifies my throbbing heart.

He is everything, everything I want, everything I deserve, everything I need, God alone know what I did to deserve him.

He doesn’t deserve me and I also don’t deserve him but isn’t that the purpose of it all?

We’re imperfect yet perfect for each other, I am fire and he is Ice.

He is mine and mine alone.

No one, not even my parents or whatsoever can take him away from me.

I watch as he finally pull away from me as we both catch our breaths from the kiss that took like forever.

I stared wordlessly and awkwardly at the shinning stars that had already invaded the thick dark clouds. The street was silent and peaceful as always with just street lights illuminating the darkness.

The street I never found attractive seemed like the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen at that moment, I watched the beautiful empty street in awe.

What could be more perfect than being with the one boy you love, kissing and now watching the beautiful environment in display.

I could see Alex staring at me from the corner of my eyes.

“What?” I asked teasingly.

“Do you know……”He started.

“Know what?” I questioned.

“You are beautiful” He simply said. Those mere words coming from him seemed like roses being showered on me. It isn’t the first time I was hearing it but it’s the first time coming from him.

It sounded strange but perfect.

“Thanks” I smiled.

His next words isn’t something I wanted to hear.

“I have to go” The words sounded strange, I have gotten so used to living with him that he became apart of me.

“Um…… can we talk?” I suggested.

“I don’t think there’s anything for us to talk about, you have to go Liv, I don’t want you going against your parents all because of me, if I love you I’ll let you go and if you love me you’ll come back someday, to me, for us, to be mine” He said.

“But….”

“No Liv…. Please, just go, I can’t let you ruin your future for me, I’m not that kind of guy, I’m not worth it, don’t risk it, there’s no certainty that if you stay we will even last, maybe it’s just destiny. I do know that one day, if we are meant to be, we will be and I’ll be proud to call you mine, my Olivia” His words seemed to calm me down but there was something in it that made me feel uneasy.

“Alex……”

“Don’t, please don’t try to stop me again if you really love me” He pleaded.

“Okay” I gave up, not entirely but I wanted assurance. “Promise me that you’ll come to see me off at the airport and also promise me that we will always keep in touch” My pleading eyes stared at him as I awaited his reply.

“Okay, I will” He gave me a soft smile before I threw my stupid self into his arms for what seemed like forever.