Why Did You Not Trust Me?
Nathan’s pov
“If we would’ve told her this, do you think she would’ve let us take this step?
Earlier, we had planned to inform her once she was pregnant, but now her health is not allowing us to do so.
A small amount of stress can lead her to big damage, and Sean isn’t ready to lose either of them; hence, he becomes a bad man in her eyes and lets things hang till she gives birth.”
She took a deep breath after finishing her statement.
“I understand Sam. However, I still think if she would’ve known this, things would’ve been better.” I expressed my thoughts.
“Nathan, I have known Sean all my life. From my birth until today . We grew up together.
I know what he thinks and why he thinks it. And trust me, he loves Sarah to the core, and he did what he thought was right and safe for her at that time.” She defended her friend, who is like a brother to me now.
“I am just worried about my sister. I don’t have any doubt about his love for her. I saw it already, but again, nothing is giving me peace whenever I think about the vile people who are willing to kill her for money.” I expressed my thoughts.
“If they are vile, we are no less. Don’t worry till she is with Sean; nothing will happen to her.” She again tried to calm me.
I close my eyes, hearing her. I don’t know why, but nothing is giving me a bit of peace of mind nowadays. It feels like something is going to happen. Something really bad
“Hi, can we have two Americanos with some cinnamon in them? No sugar, please” I opened my eyes to hear her voice, and she was murdering someone on my phone. Most likely, my assistance
A faint smile broke on my lips as I heard coffee with cinnamon powder. She always had a weird choice, but I can’t deny that was the best coffee I ever had. But I stopped drinking once she left me.
Or, to be precise, I left her.
And my mood dropped from a hundred to zero in no time, thinking about how things happened.
Though she will try to call me sometimes, I want to listen to her. However, what did she do? She gave up.
“I don’t drink that coffee anymore.” I spoke in a cold tone, and I again closed my eyes without looking at her.
I waited for her reply but got none. But next, I felt her soft fingers on my forehead. Her magical finger started working on my head, and I started feeling light instantly.
The way her fingers pressed the point, I was feeling lighter and lighter.
Damn, how much do I miss them ? So much.
How much do I miss her ? So much.
I heard a soft knock. I so wanted to open my eyes, but my eyes were denying it.
“Come in,” she said before I did.
Her hands did not stop. They kept on working magically. I just want to keep my eyes closed and stay in this position forever.
“Thank you. You may leave.” She spoke politely.
Her sweet voice and chirpy aura How I miss everything about her.
She used to keep the whole office alive. Her aura is so charming. She can put a spell on anyone with her smile.
When I returned from the USA after knowing her reality, I was shattered to the core.
The moment I entered the office, my eyes searched for her. Every day, my eyes search for her. Everything in this office reminded me of her.
Her selfishness in being loyal to her friends broke my heart.
After knowing the truth about her, I still can’t forget that she deceived me for someone else.
It still pierces my heart that she did not trust me enough.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
Her hands stopped working, and I came back from my thoughts.
I felt her thumb clearing the wetness from the corner of my eye, and then I realized I was crying.
A fit of sudden anger runs through me. I have never confronted her until now. Last time, we surely had mad sex where I showed her all my anger, but that wasn’t enough. I still wanted my answers.
Holding her palm, I pull her in front of me. I look up while still holding her hands until it hurts her.
“Lock” A clicking sound came the moment I spoke this word, and the door of my cabin got locked.
I don’t want any disturbance while I am talking to her.
She winced in pain, while I didn’t care at all. This is what I want right now. To give her pain. Make her feel what I have felt.
Her tears were flowing freely from her eyes, dropping down towards her rosy cheeks.
But I felt nothing but rage.
“Why didn’t you trust me?” Finally, I spoke.
“It’s not like I trusted you, Nathan.” She shakes her head in denial, and I laugh at hearing her.
“Can you stop this drama at least now?” I pull down to the floor.
She sat on one knee while tears did not stop from her eyes.
“I am not lying.” She shakes her head.
“Then tell me, why didn’t you tell me anything? Why did you never contact me after you were exposed? Why do you never come back to me? Tell me you, dammit.” I shouted at the top of my voice, and she flinched at hearing it.
Her teary face and red cheeks were making my heart bleed. I never want her to see this again. Though I want to hurt her so badly, I just can’t.
If I don’t control my beast just now, I know I’ll end up doing something I might like.
I again pulled her up and made her sit at the table in front of me. I gave her a glass of water while she took a small sip.
Her hiccup did not stop, nor did her tears.
I can see guilt in her eyes, and her tears show her pain clearly.
Taking the tissue from the table, I cleaned her tears, and finally, her eyes met mine, and they pulled back with tears again.
Clenching my jaw, I still held my beast back.
I again cleaned up the fresh smell of tears while she sniffed, looking at my face.
Though she was looking so adorable . red, puffy nose, wet lips, and rosy cheeks
“Since the beginning, I knew how dangerous they were. And they wouldn’t have thought twice before doing anything to me. Perhaps they always knew what family I belonged to. And if they touch a single strand of mine, they have to face my family as well as Sean. But it wasn’t the same for you.” She gulped and spoke again.
“The day you came to the office and heard our conversation, we were talking about Sean needing to impregnate Sarah as soon as possible so she could come out of this life threat.
I don’t know how much you heard, but next thing we know, you guys left.
Sarah left a mean letter to Sean behind. Sean was shattered reading that, which shut him completely off from the world. This time, he did not want to search for Sarah, no matter what.
Because after you guys left the office, her father came and spoke about Sarah and told Sean she was a selfish bitch. He should leave her, or else one day she will break his trust badly.
Sean did not pay any heed to it, but after some time he got a call from security saying Sarah was missing. When I read her letter, I knew she couldn’t write such things. Though she never told us, I always knew she had a soft corner for Sean, and she would never write such mean words to him.
I have stayed with her, and I know her inside and out, but sadly, it wasn’t the same with Sean. Though he loved her to the core, they never got to spend time with each other.
They never got much time to know the actual personalities of each other, hence they always miss judge each other.” She gave a sad smile when she said this, and I rooted in my chair, looking at the face that I used to admire the most.