Love You Can’t Say

Running into the room and slamming the door with a clang, I went to the floor-to-ceiling window, seething with anger.

Benjamin quickly pushed in the door.

Moving carefully, he closed the door and came up behind me for a moment, his long arms coming around and trying to take me into his arms.

I turned around and stepped back straight away to avoid it.

Benjamin’s hand hangs awkwardly in the air, his dazed eyes meeting the thick resentment in my eyes.

Half a minute later, he withdrew his hand and copied it into the pocket of his pants with a deep sigh, “I don’t understand what you’re angry about.”

He certainly does not understand that any person with principles and boundaries will not be able to act as if nothing has happened after seeing with his own eyes that his loved ones have chosen to be in cahoots with him, taking for granted that a word will make the broken relationship good again and accept him as such a demon as a member of the family.

Doing so is not for my own good, it is humiliating me and even more so my family.

Hell and earth, there is a boundary, not his sentence think of course can be swayed.

After a long standoff, Benjamin showed his displeasure at my reticence to speak, his raised eyebrows squeezed to his brow in a twisted manner, “A family reunion, reconciliation, isn’t that what you want?”

What I want is for him to never appear, for him to disappear from this world completely!

These Benjamin could never have imagined, in his eyes, still undyingly thinking he could change everything, just as he smugly tried to compete with my decade-long relationship with Dennis.

I don’t say anything and look at him like I’m watching a clown.

Benjamin exhaled inexorably again and asked glumly, “You still want Dennis, don’t you?”

“So what do you want from me? I’ve been in love with this man since I first learned to move, I can’t pretend he never existed, I need time, even I don’t know how long it will take, you’re the one who said you’d help me forget him, and now you’re taking the initiative to bring it up again and again, if you minded that much, you wouldn’t have to rush up to see my face!” I retorted.

Benjamin suddenly laughed, although no murderous intent, the bottom of his eyes is a deep desolation and mockery, “In addition to the three words Dennis, there is really nothing to make you talk at length to me, chatter.”

He was right, Dennis is the compulsion I put in his heart.

The more jealous you are, the more unbearable the pain becomes.

Deserved.

I looked at his expression indifferently, lightly pursed my lips, and had nothing to say.

This is what he deserves.

“You make me think that I’m simply asking for it.” Benjamin put his head down with a disheveled look.

The light shone on his face from top to bottom, the shadow covered most of his face, but the eyelashes were illuminated extraordinarily clearly, long and slightly curved, thick and dense, the Vance family’s genes are still outstanding in the end.

Unfortunately, in addition to this body, can not find any advantages.

Not long after, he said to himself again, “It’s just that, it’s my willingness, I can’t blame you.”

After a pause, and ignited fighting spirit, looked up at me with compromise and expectation in his eyes, “It’s that I’m not doing well enough, maybe I haven’t really learned what you call being good for someone, will you teach me Clara, you teach me, how can I get into your heart?”

How humble is the person who moves first, from self-deception to denial, from having to be the only special being to just wanting to be seen more than once.

The bottom line, it becomes something to break through.

I intertwined my arms, fingertips rubbing back and forth on my arms, so as to wipe away the coolness of the exposed skin, calmly looked at him and said, “I want you to do, you can not do, I do not want, you desperately stuffed me, you love a person, good to a person, are self-centered, we are simply two worlds of people, I have nothing to teach you.”

Benjamin’s face changed again and again, blackened, his breath cold and frightening.

Are you angry again?

Can’t listen to it?

Suffer it.

Until this unwillingness to eat a little bit of your sanity, until you taste the taste of food, sleep is difficult, that is only fair ah.

In this silent silence, Benjamin spoke word for word, “Dennis does not love you, yet you repeatedly give up your principles for him, I repeatedly give in, yet you are so harsh, Clara, you are not fair.”

It’s a joke that a devil like him, who tramples on human lives and wreaks havoc on one side, has the luxury of being treated fairly.

If it’s really fair, then who should we ask for justice for the people whose families were ruined by his goods, Dennis’ life, my life, the bullets Toby suffered?

Moreover, three sentences never leave Dennis, where is he love me again, but is a more paranoid and crazy than Olivia’s desire to win and possess it.

But I couldn’t admit my prejudice against Benjamin openly, so I had to relent and be patient with him, “Okay, I apologize, I’m half responsible for the situation today, we’re even.”

“But I hope that something like a private arrangement with my family will not happen again. the Kennedy family has a family motto and cannot accept you, you cannot play tricks to force them, I owe them enough and I don’t want to cause them any more trouble in the future.”

“Okay, I promise to keep my hands off your family.” Benjamin’s face soothed a bit and promised to be quick.

“Hmm.” I let go of my hands and let them hang naturally on either side of my body, sort of a temporary release from the defensive stance.

“But Clara,” Benjamin suddenly spoke again, drawing his right hand out of his pocket, and at some point, there was an additional diamond ring in his hand.

It was a pink diamond, bright and crystal, the diamond body reflected the light of different colors, very dazzling.

“In exchange, put it on for me.” Benjamin said, holding up the ring.

The ring, the token that concludes the marriage contract and vows to stay together for life, carries all the romance of love.

I was stunned for a moment, I didn’t know when he started the idea of entangling with me for life, frozen in place, not knowing what to say.

“Put it on, I’ll see it, and I won’t fight back.” Benjamin added.

“Even if I want you to die?” I asked in a cold voice.Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.

“Even if you want me to die.” Benjamin repeated, his gaze firm as ever.

“Good.” I simply took the ring, raised my left hand, and put it on my middle finger, “Satisfied?”

Benjamin was coaxed to smile with his eyebrows, lips pursed, the corners of his mouth rising but could not be restrained, I then noticed that his left hand also had a ring, and it was the ring finger.

I thought he would not be clear about the symbolism of the ring finger and deliberately avoided it. Momentarily weak and afraid that he would force me to give up the position that I had decided belonged to Dennis, I simply averted my eyes and pretended not to know anything.

“Well, go downstairs and have something to eat and take you to your meeting tonight.” Benjamin did not know if he was deliberately teasing me, deliberately extending his hand with a ring over to lead me.

But he looked frank, I have nothing to worry about, reached out to hold his hand, naturally by his lead downstairs.